I force myself once again through another day, trying to figure out what why today just fell apart like my life in front of me.
All the sacrifices are good for nothing. I want to show that i can be good for something.. But I can't because you won't let me. All my faith is gone and I couldnt find it.
Just like what you say. "I dont want you"
I dont like today. Please take it away. I cant keep my hands steady anymore. I know im going further than what I have gone already but Im still pushing some more. I still push some more.
another sleepless night. but i'll live through this. I have to.
